Well, As the title says, my life is going through the worst part ever. My family isnt supportive of what i like such as; Attack on titan, Pokemon, Pandora hearts, and Hetalia. My brother has been extremely physical lately for no reason. i mean he IS in dialysis but thats no reason to hit me just because he stepped on my foot, I flinched, He got angry and kicked me. And not only that but also my friends have been fighting about my other friend who they find "annoying". The thing is that with all their arguing they annoy me and not only that, my other friend hates me now because im friend with my other friends. the only things that get my mind of things is anime, Pokemon, And music. and even that doesnt last long. my mom forces me to let her use my laptop. and with all the tests and exams i would need my laptop to help me study. this whole part of my life has gotten so fucking bad that i get suicidal thoughts. and i kind of also left out the part that my dA friends are the only friends that acutaly make me feel good about myself, That i actualy matter to people. My life makes me so fucking sick.
those friends that really help me are: