Made with deviantART muro all this is true and i have to live with this and its fucking hard to live like this! my grades fall and my emotions get out of control lots of ppl get me but my type of anger and sadness is out of control and it wont stop any time soon it might not even stop anytime in my life time this is part of my life that is so hard to ignore i wish all this pain would go away but nothing will go away and everything goes away i try to avoid questions about my past but they always seem to find me i don't want think that my future will be friendly and nice nothing turns out right for me the only thing that gets this concept is my friends but even some of them go trough this but not like me my life is full of pain and sadness but ill try to survive this cruel world every time i think of this the world seems to fall on me lots of ppl love me but sometimes i feel like no one loves me the ppl who "loves" me just seem to want to put more presure on me all but one i will not name who it is but every thing i think about worrys me about how i will turn out and i will meet and hate i hate lots of ppl but not as much i like but this is just me i feel so fucking tired of hiding my feelings to ppl